Hope .

I don't know how .

I just know I'm strong .

Strong enough to deal with all damn things .

Maybe one day I'll figure out how can I be like that .

Maybe yes, maybe not ..

Who knows ?

This is a really hard fight for me .

And it will last for I don't know how much time .

It will get harder .

I just hope it ends fast ..

I just hope that I can be strong enough to deal with everything that is gonna come up .

I can't know the future .

But .. I need to have hope ..

Hope is one of the best things in the world because it's the last one to die .

Hope is always here with us .

We just have to grab it .

And I did it :)

Now .. only the future will tell ..